Thread: Beyond my door

Upon reaching my hands to my door knob..
I felt my skin so pale and numb..
I gripped on tightly to my thumb..
What do I wish to see beyond the door?
Nothing but that love one I adore..
The door knob turns, the door sprung open.
A lil sun light shined and melt the coldness I felt before
You were there, streching out that wide palm of yours,
waiting for me to take in my hand.
The light was bright, the glare made me fright,
You were faceless, but i was fearless
for you who have that special aura I love.
You turned your face away,
you made me race after your sway.
The breeze blew my hair across my eyes,
Before I could see your smile, you lips were kissing mine mildly.
The feeling of doubt beated in my heart,
As my hands couldn't feel you no more.
Your body became mist,
I cried to make you stay and insist.
The wind that was once calm became violent,
The short moment of joy became silent..
I slapped myself in the cheeks ,crying out so loud
to find that it was all dream of trying so hard.
For it was impossible to reach out to that world with him beyond my door.
"I can never step out from this door step with you"
The light refleted some hopes to my door,
and there lay me sitting and waiting for you.
To come and get me for real someday...



:: dedicated to that non-existence love ::