Bloody Razor and Stained Finger Tips...


Pain is all I feel, I just want to scream
My mouth is sealed shut, Hands are bound
I wanna tear at my flesh, I wanna feel a different kind of pain
I wish I could cry a river, But the tears won't come...


" All I see is blood "

Bang my head againts the wall, Make myself see lights and stars
My heart is in pain, I just wanna gut it out
Dig a knife into my skin, And tear me up inside
Red paints the walls, My blood overflows the tube...


" Bloody tears stain my face "

Rain begins to fall, Winds bite into my skin
Hail makes me bleed, My blood mixs with mud
Tripped and now covered in bloody mud, Dirty and stained
Bloody tears stain my porclen face, As I fall and sink below...


" Water begins to beat againts me "

I once held out my hand for another, Now it's been shreded into pieces
Torn bits of flesh scattered about, Bloody hand prints on these soiled white walls
Words written for others to see, Whispers of death and sorrow cling to these walls along with me
I thrash againts my binds trying to break free, My scream can be heard throughout the building...


" Listen as my scream echos off these cold and unforgiving walls "

Chained to a wall, Pinned up like a little butterfly on display
I once had wings till they were ripped from my back, Blood splaters all over me as my wings turned red
Is this all i'm allowed to feel, Just pain while they all tear me apart and cut me to pieces
As my head is slamed into the wall, All I see is red washing away my reality...


" I wish I was never born and I still do till this day "

All alone in the darkness, No one to hold onto to anymore
Cuts litter my arms and legs, Razor in hand held tightly in a bleeding hand
Wrist ripped open wide, Blood flows with every beat of my heart
Eyes glazed over looking for the light, A hand that would take me away...


" Won't someone save me from all of this pain? "

Pain is all I feel, I just want to scream..maybe even bleed
My mouth is sealed shut, Hands are bound..tightly away from me
I wanna tear at my flesh, I wanna feel a different kind of pain..something other than heart ache
I wish I could cry a river, But the tears won't come...just red litters my face...


" All I see is blood, A sea of blood "

Bang my head againts the wall, Make myself see lights and stars..hopefully I will forget
My heart is in pain, I just wanna gut it out..and toss it aside
Dig a knife into my skin, And tear me up inside..shred myself into a million pieces
Red paints the walls, My blood overflows the tube...as it begins to stain the floor...


" Bloody tears stain my face, It flows like tears "

Razor held out, Wrist in sight
Thoughts I wish I never had, Take over me and i'm somewhat glad
Sound of tearing flesh, Smell of fresh spilled blood
A scream of pain and release, I can finally escape all of the pain that my heart ach has caused me...


" I can finally cry tears of release, As I sink into my own darkness
Maybe someone will still come for me someday, But till that day I will relive this moment again and again
That is my fate, My blessing and also my cruse
I will remain in this world that is stained with blood....till my time has come..."




These are my newest lyrics that I just wrote today...well started yesterday but finsihed today lol. Anyways thought i'd write about how i've been feeling lately. And as you can all see...i'm not so well lol. No i'm not hurting myself in anyway...well that I know of lol. It's just what I feel on the inside, ya know? Anyways please enjoy my newest work.