My heart is broken.
Even though I may wear a smile.
Life is simply confusion.
Even though I seem to have it somewhat togather.
My mind is chaotic and muddled.
Even though i seem calm and collected.
Storms of tears rage beneth the surface.
But I can't let anyone see them.
Because if they worry,
I'll feel even worse.
I can't let them know.
How badly this hurts.
I can't let them see.
How much everything gets to me.
THey know how much I wanted this.
Since the day I turned eleven.
But this is the third goddamn child.
I've had to send to heaven.
... Not Ever Again...
Oh but I have a pretty good idea. It's not your fault and for you to feel like it is, is silly, no offence. Yeah you stressed me this time, but not as much as the hormones made it seem. I was reletively stress free once I found out. Wanting this so bad didn't stop me from hoping this time and that's why it hurts so much. I appriciate your comments as always though.
I don't want to hate you. I never ever did.
quite the contrary.
whoa.. @.@ wearing mask eh... nice...
I love how the poem goes... it's nice ^^ keep up the good work k~
Legion Ketsueki Lives on~!!
I'm BACK AO!
I can definitely relate to this poem!!!!
DO NOT MAKE ME UNLEASH MY INNER DEMON
wowsers. I thought this was really...rough. And I wasn't very proud of it. Maybe because the feelings are/were so new and scarey. I'm so glad you both liked it!!