My life is crumbling around me,
and all I can do is watch the sand sift through my shaky fingers.

Everything I touch is destroyed in a matter of days,
I am a plague,
cursing all those around me.

I am scorned every waking minute of every blazing day,
With a fake smile on my face,
and tear stains in my heart,
I make the best of each day. Less painful than the wicked truth.

Life spiralling out of control . . .
why won’t it stop?
When will it end?
The time is now.

I must leave you,
And never forget,
I love you.

No matter what



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