My heart needs maintenance
I've been waiting forever so the answer isn't patience
I know in time wounds will heal
But my minutes & seconds are at a stand still
My illusions of life is far from real
I have all this love
But no one for me to give
Who will receive my most treasurable gift..?
When will my gears of love switch transmission & shift..?
I know I'll never find the answer
So why are these questions uttering from my lips..?
Maybe cause my soul is at a drift
I must be crazy
For me to think the "Deliverer of Love"
Is a tormented individual or just plain lazy
A long time ago I've stopped smelling the roses & daisies
This might be just a job to you
For me it is the essence of life & my whole existence too
Real is truth just as I believe some over-time is due
Don't despise me for speaking on what I feel
But you are the reason for these emotions & this whole ordeal
I am dying softly while time kills
I apologize for giving you all this blame
But ever since you hit me with your arrow
I haven't been the same
I know now that love is a dangerous game
That it is wild & can not be tamed
Thanks for the warning... NOT, but it wouldn't be right if I didn't thank you for all this PAIN!!!