Thread: dear friend

My dear friend you know when he calls that I would run like a good little slave would do for their master.

But there are some things that I keep from you dear friend. Though we are friends I know I can tell you anything.

But I still keep some of my true and deepest secrets to myself. One of my secrets is that I think I still have feelings for him.

I don’t know weather it’s a good feeling or a bother some feeling that I get from him.

All I know is that I like my freedom that I had when he is not around my dear friend.

Dam it! What am I to do now.

I have to figure things out in my mind.

Because my world is spinning out of control with me.

But you my friend knew that and warned me.

I had taken your warning to heart but now that I disappointed you. I can see it in your eyes when I talk to you or even write to you dear friend.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

Two things keep popping into my messed up mind.

I want to either curl up into a little ball and cry my hear out and not go anywhere or see anyone anymore.

Or I just want to have another break down.

Witch you have not seen my dear friend.

Nor do I want you to see that part of me.

The most important reminder that you’ve said that its good for me to express myself though words.

And not have everything bottled up inside me.

I’ve told you my dear friend that if everything keeps building up.

I will end up breaking down and believe that I don’t belong in this world my dear friend.

Like I did two year ago.

Though I am grateful that you are my friend.

You lift my sprits up when I am down and make me laugh all the time.

But I can’t believe what happened two years ago.

When I didn’t have your friendship back then.

Like I said earlier that I am grateful that you are my dear friend. Watching out for me like a good friend I know you are.


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