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Sep 09, 2006, 06:01 AM
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 I hate idiots on AO. Kill  Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Life is an illusion.
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 Credits: 14,832 | Despondency Me, here is me A loner, looser, a worthless person No, not even a person … I am nothing Say whatever you want, tell me whatever you wish to Inside, I know I am nothing Just a cold hearted person, Just a selfish person, Just a ruthless, uncaring, hopeless, wild … Just a useless creation Tears roll down my face … One, two, three, four … a whole river of tears What is my purpose? Am I just God’s dummy? Oh … look at me, just crying … why the heck am I crying? Just like a baby … I wish I could just die and get this over with There were many times when I almost died … but why the hell am I alive? More tears roll down my face, Pain runs through my heart, Thoughts fill up my mind Sadness builds up inside me They say I am one of a kind Am I really? Hell no! I don’t even have a purpose … They say I look good, but looks can be deceiving I’m meant to be this way … I ask myself all these questions Questions that build up inside my mind But still I can find no peace Not even my conscience could keep up with my … Despondency I would punch myself, Punish myself for my sins, Starve myself with intent to torture myself, Slap myself till my body went numb Cry till my eyes went sore and red I couldn’t be a perfect child, I couldn’t keep my parents happy, I gave beatings to my brother … Yet I found no purpose, No matter how hard I tried, No matter how glad I would be for my life, No matter how many times I tried to calm myself … I find no meaning behind my stupid life … I thought I could be a better person Darn this world, Darn this body, Darn this soul Darn this incompetent life! To HELL with all the rubbish! This life is NOTHING! I still cry, I am crying now I … just wish … THIS WOULD ALL BE OVER! Enough of this pain! I am ending it now, here. Goodbye world … Feh, nobody gives a damn …
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Sep 09, 2006, 08:17 AM
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Credits: 1,176 | Re: Despondency Wow the poem has a life of it's own! Every word you wrote says exactly how you feel! How you feel that you have no purpose, no meaning. How you torment yourself and others around you, and also how you feel in your own eyes! Awesome this one deserves a 5 star rating and that's what I'm giving it! Truly enjoyed this poem, because I felt like that before! BlueFox1 |
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Sep 09, 2006, 06:37 PM
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 Diamond in the Rough ![KuRuMi ^.^ [くるみ] NoiR's Avatar](http://www.animeonline.net/avatars/kurumi-noir-46267.gif?dateline=1191740540) Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: somewhere in between dreams
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Credits: 230 | Re: Despondency this poem it's really good, i know what you are going through... it's like... no matter what you do, it's just not good enough for those persons you care... you feel like there's no meaning to your life, no purpose to yourself... it's damn good (: keep it up & write more.
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Sep 09, 2006, 07:20 PM
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Credits: 3,212 | Re: Despondency To HELL with all the rubbish! This life is NOTHING! I still cry, I am crying now I … just wish … THIS WOULD ALL BE OVER! Enough of this pain! I am ending it now, here. Goodbye world … Feh, nobody gives a damn … i love the despair in he verse its like i really feel that way and life does have these kind of moments but its how we handle them that makes life good or bad you shows the perfect way to do it wrong,very awesome poem i liked it alot |
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Sep 09, 2006, 10:31 PM
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 Newbie ![°Hikaru° [Kiyoshi! luv u]'s Avatar](http://www.animeonline.net/avatars/-hikaru-kiyoshi-luv-u--47712.gif?dateline=1157870519) Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: somewhere chillazin with KuRuMi ^.^
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Credits: 110 | Re: Despondency great poem, raw emotions and sincere. really liked it. keep writing.
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Sep 10, 2006, 12:42 PM
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Credits: 298 | Re: Despondency the poem is writent nice but its making me feel un confterbal like u are ganna ... well u know kill ur self...
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Sep 10, 2006, 05:57 PM
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| I hate idiots on AO. Kill Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Life is an illusion.
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Credits: 14,832 | Re: Despondency No Hawkie ... no  I just wrote what people go through in their lives ... and after 20 minutes ... it's here ^_^
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Sep 10, 2006, 06:57 PM
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Credits: 309 | Re: Despondency hmph (concentrate) wow this is really good this poem is like just putting all ur anger and emotion there... bloody poem weee its greatsa
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Sep 10, 2006, 08:37 PM
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Credits: 3,351 | Re: Despondency Wow....that was soooooo awesome Ravey!! The emotions from this poem are sooo strong! Such sadness,anger and pain..I could feel it all! And I know this feeling very well...I can really relate to this.Awesome job Ravey!
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Sep 12, 2006, 05:32 AM
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| I hate idiots on AO. Kill Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Life is an illusion.
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Credits: 14,832 | Re: Despondency Thank you everyone, ^_^ thank you!
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Sep 12, 2006, 05:45 AM
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Credits: 110 | Re: Despondency wow i realy loved this poem the feeling the emotion you've put into it. it realy captures the lonleyness. it realy toutches me, i know were your comming from and i realy dont know what to say its just a realy brill poem and its cought my eye |
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