Thread: Do you really know?

Today seemed dreary,
Clouded by dark emotions.
Forced into doing something,
Like I'm unable to think for myself.

You complain that I don't talk,
When your never there.
Your always out when I need you,
Like your too busy to remember me.

All I ask is to fit in,
Feel settled in this house.
Instead of being insecure,
Like I don't belong here.

So how can you say that?
I'm always here but your not.
You can't understand how I feel,
Like your a complete stranger.

Hear me when I ask,
For your loving support.
To let me do my own thing,
Like a true father should.

Don't complain any more,
Leave me alone.
I know where I don't fit,
Like a different shape to the puzzle.

Please now realise,
That I am my own person,
I've been along so far,
Like I've walked in the shadows.

So please father,
Don't crowd around me.
I can't take it any more.
That is it, I am gone.

Just a little poem about my day today, one of the lowest days I've had so far.