Thread: Forbidden Love

not that much well writen as the last couple of poems , anyways hope you like it
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I tried to Rise to the way
I always fell in away
Feelings that kept me
Surrounded by my haunted dreams
For along time
I felt like I needed to be alone
Away from everything
Just sit there and suffer
Just wait there with the tears dropping from its sealed lair
My soul that was born to see happiness
Saw nothing but sorrow
Saw nothing but loneliness
All the feelings I ever held dear
Were stolen and taken away from me
And the ones I hate and fear
Were left for me without a tear
I can’t feel happiness
I can’t feel love
I can’t feel anything that’s filled with joy
I can’t feel those feelings that were forbidden
On a person
A person that was me
I tried to run away
But I never could seem to get away
From harms evil way
I am surrounded by my own fears
And surrounded by my tears
All the things I ever needed
I never could have
Who would believe?
On a day
I saw wings
Beautiful long white wings
I saw a face that was glowing under the stars and moon
With eyes that made me feel happy
Eyes that turned the sorrow into happiness
An angel standing under the sky
Reaching and flying high above the sky
Came to see me smiling to her
In that moment
She looked at my eyes
With her sweet lips
Smiling towards me
The first smile
That ever made me feel warm
A smile that made me forget
All about my pain
All about my loneliness
A smile that made me happy
A smile that made me fall for an angel
An angel I will try to hold between my arms
An angel that I will try surround with all the love in my heart
An angel that changed my life with only a smile
The only angel that ever loved me
The only angel that covered with her warm loving white wings
An angel that made me believe
In love
And break through my sealed world
To reach the love that I missed
The love I never had
The true sweet warm feeling
That came from her heart
The feeling that was forbidden on me
She made me have the strength to reach
My forbidden feeling
My eternal forbidden Love