Watching from the sidelines,
Standing in amazement and awe.
Reminiscing about the past,
When it all seemed easy.

Reminiscing about the past,
the easiness of achieving goals.
Never worrying if I'm out of place,
Because others followed me.

Never worrying if I'm out of place,
People following me in front.
Getting a chance to shine,
Finding something I can naturally do.

Getting a change to shine,
Naturally achieve expectations.
But now I wonder how to feel it again,
To dance away, getting lost in the music.

But now I wonder how to feel it again,
to be able to loose myself if the music.
Performing my work with a smile,
That now is just a straight face.

Performing my work with a smile,
Replaced with a rigid, straight body.
Digressed into an empty shell,
Unable to feel the passion again.

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Just a experimental poem really.