Thread: Four Things I Feel At Once

I feel four things at once
Right now
Over here
With me
On me
In me

I feel as confused as a man walking on stilts with a brick on his head being told to dance around for a danish crumpet while the sound of trumpets fill his ear for the sake of "God Save The Queen" being a remedy for false religions

That is what I feel
These four things at once


Anger
Another day Another problem
With every perfect plan for rest I've made
You've cindered it in smoke once more

Why the hell do I do this anyways?
These plans
These ways of keeping us at ease

We weren't exactly the best before this
We haven't exactly recovered

But here we are again
Throwing ourselves over a kettle and into the fire
With me trying to make it easier to dodge the flames

And for what?
So you can do this again?
So we can risk our lives and relationships and our sanities for your small projects again?

I lay down for one second
Just for one second!
And I find a hole through the wall
And there you are
Running for another problem
As if I was immortal
As if I was eternal

Goodness sakes!
I may be magicman
I may be ninjaman
I may be powerman
I may be timeman
I may be a box of twiggle matches for all anyone cares!
But I am not omnipotent!

I run on these energies called oxygen and other human stuff
I work on chi and ki and mental psyches
But I am no eternal energy device
I have my limits!

Wonder why you're not tired?
Because I let you rest
I let you sleep
I protect you as the world crashes around us!

But there you go again...
Acting as if you survived World War 3
And asking me to join you once more
Another day Another problem


Sadness
A pond so quiet
With no flowers or lilies
When will life return?


Love
My darling love
I wait here again for your return
If not today
Then another

I shall always wait for you

Your sweetness
and kindness
Has always filled my heart with ease

How I long for you to be in my arms again
How I long to shower you with kisses once more

For you are mine and I am your's
May no peace fill me til your return
For only you are there to fill it

Til you return
Use the heart I gave you to find strength,
Your Darling



Tired
...sleep.
I need sleep.
No drink no food no peace no time no game no pie no rice no sun no moon no rain no shine no pet no groom no regret no room.
Just Sleep.
No wet no stave no bet no slave no arm no guard no barn no harm no dunder no thunder no gun no bottle no phone no net no box no station no cube no printer scanner morning planner keyboard sea sky fly really high book gain whatever that is lame panda bear or whatever anyone may care.
Just Sleep.
just sleep...


Comment:
A lot of things have been happening this month... my brain, heart, soul, and body really need a rest... -_-ll
Oh, and I write in an odd-style of freestyle... so if you don't like freestyle, don't read it... no wait, too late. ha.