Goodbyes are hard enough when the person is only leaving OUR life. Let alone their own. Death is a hard thing to deal with. Definitely. My grandfather recently died and he's the only person close to me that I've had to deal with dying. It's new, and it's hard. I hope you have plenty of support, because It hink if I'd lost my boyfriend, or someone involved more day to day with me, that it'd be a hell of a lot harder for me then this is.
The wording seemed a little odd at times, maybe it's the grammar. But the feeling and story still shines through perfectly. <3