I'll give you a nickle,
If you can figure this out.

Has there ever been a life
that lives without...

...existing?

Or does it exist
without living?

How much emphasis
do you put on life giving?

...Or taking?

Perhaps Its all a distraction
from the part of me that's breaking.

When I think about mistakes.
And the reason I am getting belly aches.

So sick...

Have you gotten sick of the topic?
Something so controversial, is so microscopic.

Some believe I am destroying a God sent.
Realizing I cant handle this will not take a prophet.

Its mine!

If it's not inside you, Its not you who's lost it.
The purpose of this existence is not just to toss it.

But to give it back to the universe, you call "God".
And hope it will forgive me for being so flawed.