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I'm drowning in my tears,
why doesn't my soul appear?
I need help with these fears,
I'm starting to forget what it feels to feel.

I'm loosing my fate,
searching for hope,
trying to create,
a world with no words.

with no sentences,
that can hurt the soul,
with no lies,
a world thats not cold.

but then it hits me,
that's not what i want,
i dont want the world to pretend to be,
what its not.

I want my loneliness,
I want my shallow soul,
I want this emptiness,
to return and make me cold.