Honesty

I hope you can believe,
That loving you isn’t easy.
It takes my strength away,
Leaving me dizzy.

Through everything though,
You are still with me, holding me up,
Yet you’re not exactly here,
Even when your not with her.

She’s some thing else,
Better than me.
Something more,
Than I’ll ever be.

I wish I could just,
Get the truth for once.
From someone who says,
They love me.

Is it that hard?
That difficult to believe?
That all I want right now,
Is honesty?

So honestly,
Tell me what it is,
That makes her more to you,
Than I will ever be?

Honestly,
What is it that makes you like her?
That makes your heart be faster?
What is it about her?