This is How I Disappear
I just don't care anymore,
Your accusations and dissapointments.
Do I mean anything to you?
DId you ever care to think.
I don't need an answer,
because your eyes tell me all.
I don't need a lecture,
I'm not as helpless as you think.
And for just a moment,
I almost spoke someone elses words,
to please you, to please you.
but a lie isn't love, though love hurts,
And as much as it hurts,
truth will ease your pain,
as I slip away into the world,
searching for myself.
And don't worry,
freedom moves me on,
and on I go happy, untill tied down.
free and free and free.
I know you feel this is against you,
and I know you may not understand.
But your suffocating and squeezing me,
when fresh air is all I need.
Oh the breath of air I will take,
the first of many to only return.
back to your cages and chains,
your suffocation and restraint
But for now I dissappear,
gone forever so you can't worry,
for I know you loved me,
and will always tell my story.