I liked the poem. At times I feel the same way, consumed by darkness is one way to discribe it, it seems lonly at times sure but i got over that a long time ago. I don't realy care what people think of me. I'm not going to change who i am for the satisfaction of others and if i need to change to fit in then i'll stay on the outskerts untill people see the real me. The reason i feel like this is mostly because i am shy, being myself seems to work out though, my friends like how i am and im not prepared to change my being to further invest in other friendships.
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