Thread: Hurt.

This is a little mixed up since whatever came to my head I wrote down. So-enjoy.

I'll get so high i'll never have to think
That I barely get to see you and I know
You are and always will be my everything
I have a image of you holding hands
With a girl in your hallway at school
When I barely even get the chance
I can't help thinking and imagining
Putting a gun to my head one night
and feeling my heart shattering
I don't want to feel all the sadness
that anger and adrenaline in my heart
That'll lead me directly to madness
Please don't hurt me, just hang on
It'll be hard some days and nights
But I know you can stay strong
If you really care, you won't give up
You won't think i'm secretly cheating
Or think that i'm going to **** it all up
In my heart I think your going to do it..
I'll end up getting high and comitting suicide
Because once again i'll go through it..
I'm a girl in love for her first time
You say you feel the exact same way
Please don't let this be a lie