..As I Am Inside The Looking Glass...

As I Am Inside The Looking Glass

Fading in to a disarray
Becoming more mentally ill
I’m drifting farther away
While losing my power of will

I’ve become lost inside my mind
Feeling so empty and cold
For my thoughts were never kind
And my mind seems to grow old

Staring in to the looking glass
The image I see can’t be me
For she’s of another class
She seems more distant to be

Those eyes are becoming more dull
And her skin becomes paler
She looks as if she’s ready to fall
To life’s reality she is a failure

How can this be my reflection?
I’m just another contradiction

I don’t feel real
Maybe I’m nonexistent
I can’t even feel
But my heart is consistent

I’m just another whisper in the wind
Leave me alone within my fear
Kill me now for I have sinned
Darkness seems to surround me here

What the hell is wrong with me?
For I’ve become more distant to be

Nothing but a lonesome case
The darkness is consuming
Lost inside this dreadful place
These thoughts are overwhelming

No one hears me screaming
Nor do they understand my pain
Don’t even see my soul leaving
While the thoughts drive me insane

The air is becoming dense
I’m fading into the dismay
Dieing here in this silence
No one noticed me anyway…

This is probably one of my more saddening poems.. I haven't been this depressed in awhile. I suppose that could be because I'm constant..
Well I hope you enjoy.. tell me what you think.