Thread: I Cant Love you!

Dieing inside the feeling i had
for you is gone , when you touch me
i break apart inside , my feelings seem
so distant from how they once were.

Love seems like a child's game and
i feel like i haven't grown inside to
be with you all i want is to be free
it may sound selfish but i don't love you,
i love my life as it was before we met.

How things got this far and for me
not to say anything is a mystery , you were
always there for me over the year we have been
together , time seems to be against me as i try
and fail at holding you in my arms.

Things should have stopped when we first kissed
but i let them go on and build till you loved me
unconditionaly that was a tragic thing for me to
let happen.

What seems cold to you only makes my life that
much easier and more comfortable , i drink my coffee
with a smile relaxed knowing i control how things go
i do think about how i did you wrong as i sit here

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken i am just not wanting
to be with anyone now how can life be so cruel as i just
walk away while your left with tears and pain and a
heart that will never trust again?

Don't blame yourself for what I'm doing i just
think i cant be with anyone and me leaving you
is proof that the game of love i played was all
for my amusement , i thought it cool at first.


but i fooled around and fell in love and i cant
undertsnad my feelings when i say i love you
you feel all these awesome things while i just
treat it like like another emotion that i cant begin
to feeling from how i am.

I am sorry for everything but i cant really handle
love and cant take on the responsibilty of having you
with me so move on and forget you ever knew me.
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some people cant feel or love but they try non the less
and when they finaly decide they cant truly handle love'
or the person that has fallen for them all the way loving the real them
they walk away not really feeling anything but numbness and no
understanding of how they just kissled some one on the inside.

this poem really brought to kind how things are with me in a way
but thats not why this poem was wirtten but the afeects could be
harsh for the one i love and i am sorry for that , anyway this poem
is for those who cant love but try and end up hurting the ones that love them.