...I love you, you know I do.

I wouldn’t give you up with out a fight...



But I’m guessing my fighting have cause me trouble...



I was afraid of you falling for someone else...

Not that I would fall for some guys I know

Deeply ... I love you more but I still have feelings towards these guys...
four including you...



I don’t want to be unfaithful to you...I know your going to be gone for a long
time...



I don't no what I could do ... I could never live with myself if I hurt you.

But as fair as these guys go apparently some of them like me back...



One was once gay...

And I think I like him ALOT....

But I don’t want to hurt you...



I think ill leave men for a while so if you read this please know I love you ...
but I’m in love with others...





I don’t know what real love is forgiving me max....for I never dissevered your
love; to hurt you again...I’m sorry. Please forgive me...