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    I thought you loved me...

    I thought I found love but then my eyes were finally opened,
    To just look at you I see we’re not meant to be
    Crying and you do nothing but push me away,
    Looking into your eyes and see someone who doesn’t care…

    I use to look at you with love now I just look at you with hate
    To think I could lose you the same way makes me feel consumed with hatred,
    Thinking this may end in heart break… but love you to much to end it
    Feeling stupid that I couldn’t see thou your fake act,

    To be blind and not seeing what’s truly in front of me,
    To end maybe best but loving you to much makes me unable to…
    Trying to push past these feelings and hope you can just be there… but your not
    Why can’t you be there for me? make me happy… and just feel good inside…

    Instead you pull me down and make me feel horrible,
    Having thoughts in my head saying, “leave him leave him now and be happy”
    I never could so maybe we will get past this and look foreword and be happy,
    That is my dream that is my final wish….
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    Re: I thought you loved me...

    I could definately relate. The one and only love in my life did the same things to me. I didnt think i could live after i lost her. Then as i struggled along, several years later, i passed out on my floor stoned and drunk, it took my stomach getting pumped and several years of therapy just to get all the crazy shit off my chest. I know your life seems hopeless right now, cause trust me, ive been there, but its certainly not the end. If youve got some good freinds by your side, theres never any hopelessness.

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    Re: I thought you loved me...

    Quote Originally Posted by Moose View Post
    I could definately relate. The one and only love in my life did the same things to me. I didnt think i could live after i lost her. Then as i struggled along, several years later, i passed out on my floor stoned and drunk, it took my stomach getting pumped and several years of therapy just to get all the crazy shit off my chest. I know your life seems hopeless right now, cause trust me, ive been there, but its certainly not the end. If youve got some good freinds by your side, theres never any hopelessness.

    yeah, true all my friends help me thou it and my bf and I are still together but its just been ruff lately we're starting to get along but I just have major trust issues with him right now its not really there...

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