Thread: I'll simply miss you

Why is love so painful?
Always ended up getting hurt
What’s there in this world to love about?
You know I cared

So… I’ll tell you this
I said I loved you
I still do
But I saw my own death coming and I had no other choice
But to leave you

I know you cried, you were hurt
But I already knew I wasn’t going to live for long
I had to give you up
I’m sorry I caused you pain

Unluckily I lived, saved by people who didn’t give a damn
Most of them anyways
I was about to die lonely
But your prayers saved me

So I had to lie to you, believe it or not
It’s not like I had any other choice
Your life, your daughter, your health
I was worried sick about them!

I know I’m not a man yet, I know I ran away
I know I almost killed myself
But now you’re happier without me

You are happier with him and you have a better life
I stand here in a corner watching you two
Happily with each other
I guess my life wasn’t worthless after all

I had to leave because of you
Understand it, or not.
But maybe we’ll meet again someday
When you have a happy family.

I’ll miss those times
My efforts didn’t go to waste, I’m glad
You’re stronger and happier
Be happy
Be safe
Live life without pain….

I'm sorry. I'll simply miss you.