Another Poem You'll Never Read
I don't want to write another line.
I'd really hate to spew another verse.
I always seem to type with you in mind.
Perhaps thats why I cannot lift this curse.
I don't want to sketch my misery.
Or write my heart out until my fingers bleed.
Another picture that you'll never see.
Another f*cking poem you'll never read.
You don't want my drama anymore.
Looking back on it, I bet you never did.
I feel too much inside, for me to store.
Can't stuff it all in, or close the lid.
I don't want to cry another drop,
Anytime your face enters my brain.
I think of you, and somehow I cant stop.
I can't escape the mention of your name.
Don't wanna be a player in your show.
A fighter, in a war I know I'm losing.
I don't want to throw another blow,
'Cause I'm the one who always ends up bruising.
Sometimes I feel my sanity is gone.
You cloud my mind with a heavy fog.
I don't want to hear another song.
Update a journal. Type another blog.
I don't want to paint another canvass.
I can never seem to create something new.
All I do is wallow in my sadness.
Somethings missing, and I know its you.
I don't want to write another line....