I never knew how the hell I got here
In a place that lost it's pureness
A home that was crumbling under the people's desires
In A world built on lies and pain
A sad vision that was turned into reality
A sorrowful dream that was turned into the path I walked in
Each time I saw my self in the mirror
I saw a shallow, fading face
A face that belonged to no-one
I tried to sit here enduring the time
If only the time would have ended quickly
The time that seemed to stretch each time it was about to end
As if the fading life was turned into eternity
Just to hurt a person
A person which was me
I knew
I knew
The versus
The prophecies
And the curses
I knew the things thatwere decided
Along time ago before I was even there
And since I came here
I got lost between the sounds
I got lost between the people
I knew how it felt to live in sorrow
I knew pain even in my sleep
My eyes that saw the beauty of this world
Turned with out delay into the ugliness of this tragic world
A view so scary
That
My body started shaking
My eyes could not close
The true way the world was
Scary, frightening and...and ..and....
So surprising, I couldn't describe the world that I was born in
A world turned into darkness by those hands
The world that was held between those hands turned into dust
The world that me and my friends struggled to build turned into ashes
That ugly world
That surprisingly held the very beauty of this world
Each time I lift my eyes to see the sky
So high with nothing to hold it
The moon that was so wonderful
Just like a painting in the sky
The air that felt nicely drawn to sweetness
I wonder...
How can an ugly world
Could be so beautiful
I wished the places would become like this
Without me feeling so shallow
Now
I could sing I new song
A song
That will reunite me
Reunite me with what was dear
And the thing I mostly keep near
Reunite me with what I have lost a long time ago
Reunite with my life
And reunite me with my friends, my family and my love that I have forgotten
The world isn't as shallow as I saw it
This place is filled with the things
That keeps this world beautiful
A world that gives hope
A world to cure all scares
And to help me see today
And a happy tomorrow
A day with some one I love
A world I dream of…
A world for me and my friends…