Letting Go (this is my last poem)
I feel so tired, so heavy
Everyone around me sees a smile,
But inside me I know I wont see them again,
I cant seem to move or carry on.
As I walk home for the last time,
Say my goodbyes for the last time,
There is confusion over why,
But I know why and what will happen.
The routine will be broken,
I will be no longer be in a cycle,
As I lay down for eternal rest,
I must say sorry to those I made a promise with,
I cant hang on anymore.
My grip is slipping,
My arms ache so much,
I want to let go,
As I close my eyes,
I say thank you to everyone,
Those who have shown me their love,
Those who have supported me when I needed,
Those who made me feel good.
But it's not enough,
I'm sorry everyone,
I cant hang on anymore,
Sorry for letting go.....