Thread: The Lie!

1000 times i had your heart
somany times it feltso real
nothing really made that moment
specail so i lived a little lie and said
i loved you.

The days they lingerd on and the
smilesand the i love you's they seem
tomake it real when i deny it ,i pretend
to love you too, matters of the heart
there so confusing.

No matter the time of day i just cant
love you i live this little lie that turned
big some how never caring if it hurt you
because i faked it,the only times i cringed were
when you hugged me because i couldnt feel the
same as you.


You can live a million life times but still not
understand that love for me just can not
be because i just dont know how to love ,
call me blind or even incoherant its all just words
to me , because every moment i am with you
makes things a little hard but not so hard
i cant deny it.


Why love seems so easy to push away
i can not say , the tears you have when we kiss
make it harder for the truth to come out ,i can
say i love you for a millions years and still it wouldnt change
a thing because you cant love what was never there unless
its the shadow of something you wish was real.
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This poem is about love and how some use its power
to decieve and not reallylove anyone at all because all
they know is pain ,there are ways around this if
those who do lie or pretned to care actualy open
there hearts which is very hard for them.

comments and sugestions are welcomed