Thread: The lie that has to be

What have i become? where did it
all go? things just seem so cold but
i feel fine , nothing seems to matter
always looking for the reaction that comes
with my not giving a damn.

I let you down and those tears are
for free that i made you shed nothing
really seem's that complicated when lies
fill that empty spot , the lies come so easy
why are you still here?

Where did it go? the laughing , the freindship
it all just left when i let loose my lies and uncaring
ways , nothng i wrong and everything feels right ,
so why do i keep on thinking things could be better?
something must have made it go but i cant see it.
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this poem is about lies and not caring its something i am
trying to use in some of my poems so it might not be as
good as i know it could be but trying this has me wanting
more from them than just a few words lol i am not really
good at explaining but hopefully someone gets this poem.

comment and ANY sugestions would be great so i can put more into
it than just a few strong words that dont go anywhere really in the poem