Holding back tears I smiled for you,
Forcing out a smile,
I cry inside.

But just that once
I couldn't hold,
I wouldn't have stopped.

If I wasn't told
It was you,
I loved,
It was you,
I hated.

If it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't have made it,
I relied on you.

But you blamed it on me
And it hurt so bad,
For me to see,

I felt pain,
I was so sad,
But I held back tears
And I smiled for you.


(there will be no picture for this poem
because I can't express the feeling in this poem.
very sorry)