Is it Love or hate?

i hate you,
i love you,
i dont which one it is,
i get the same feeling for both,
sweaty palms, short of breath, shaking body,
they feel physically the same,
which is it?
i hate you, and blame you,
i love you, and miss you,
is one or the other,
or both?

perception is different,
that's all,
i feel as if i could kill you,
then bring you back to life,
there just some wounds that i cant heal,
that lead to both,
you're tearing me apart,
contradicting me,
innner conflict that i cant seem to erase,
god help me.

TTT.TTT :(: I know how you feel,

I've felt like this long time ago :(: So i can relate to this poem.

Really well done and I like this idea of your's about this poem...It really lets you think more deeply....ya know what i mean. :(:

-Zainab

rele liked this poem because i could rele relate to it. the flow was nice and the ideas were rele deep and made me think. nice job on this one, and keep writing :)

thx, 'cause tht's totally wht i was aiming for and for once i hit the target! i finally made a point in a poem!