Thread: Love is in the mind(I rather feel Misery)

I believe I am evil, deceitful, and mean.

You tell me,

I’m nice, forgiving and loving.

What lies do you put in my head?

As I lay in my bed,

I dream of you in pink.

Despite old dreams,

Of pain and blood I drink.

So tell me have I really changed,

Or have I stayed the same?

How dare you play this game.

How dare you mess with my brain.

I swear I think I am insane,

But no, you’ve changed the game.

No longer am I one I once knew.

On my heart you grew.

I don’t know this feeling,

Its feels so revealing.

You tell me its alright,

But with this feeling I’m living a lie.

I don’t want to be here,

I want to still feel fear,

But now I feel love.

I stop this, its enough.

I don’t want to feel this anymore,

Its makes my heart feel soar.

Its worst then pain,

What a horrible game.

I don’t want to Love you see,

I’d rather feel MISERY!