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    me?

    dear diary,
    mood: apathetic
    my life is spiraling downward. i couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You,' and 'Rip Apart My Soul,' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab." and it doesn't help that i couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do, some days you know. . .

    i'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
    you'd be non-conforming to if u look just like me
    i have paint on my nails and make-up on my face
    i'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
    'cause i feel real deep when i'm dressing in drag
    i call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag
    'cause their dudes look like chicks, their chicks look like d*kes
    'cause emo is one step below transvestite

    stop my breathing and slit my throat
    i must be emo
    i don't jump around when i go to shows
    i must be emo

    i'm dark and sensitive with low self-esteem
    the way i dress makes everyday feel like Hallowe'en
    i have no real problems but i like to make believe
    i stole my sister's mascara now i'm grounded for a week
    sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
    i can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
    girls keep breaking up with me, it' never any fun
    they say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one

    stop my breathing and slit my throat
    i must be emo
    i don't jump around when i go to shows
    i must be emo
    dye in my hair and polish on my toes
    i must be emo
    i play guitar and write suicide notes
    i must be emo

    my life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark. and it's suffocating me. grabbing ahold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans . . . which look great on my by the way

    when i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction
    hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
    i write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
    i told my friends i bleed black and cry during classes
    i'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
    you can read me "Catcher in the Rye," and watch me jack off
    i wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
    if i said i like girls i'd only be half right

    i look like i'm dead and dress like a homo
    i must be emo
    screw XBOX i play old school Nintendo
    i must be emo
    i like to whine and hate my parentals
    i must be emo
    me and my friends all look like clones
    i must be emo

    my parents just don't get me you know. they think i'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. well, a couple of guys. but i mean, it's the 2000s. can't 2, or 4 dudes make-out with each other without being gay. i mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. i don't know diary, sometimes i think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend. . . . i feel like tacos
    Last edited by setsuna mudo1617; Sep 14, 2006 at 10:13 AM.

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