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    Method of suicide

    I want to feel the blood,
    Saturating my shirt,
    As it pours from the,
    Smiling wound upon my throat.
    Sliced from ear to ear,
    Happy forever more,
    Perminant "smile"
    For this dirty little whore.

    Flattened like a cat,
    Face smashed upon the pavement.
    Windswept hair stained with blood,
    It feels like flying,
    Just before you hit the ground.

    Sharp lingering pain inside my stomach,
    It's just the start and it gets worse.
    But soon the drug enduced euphoria,
    Overwhelms my soul.

    Warm water has always been my place,
    A little fish swimming in the lake.
    Now it fills my lungs insted of air,
    As I sink toward the bottom.

    Better yet and quicker still.
    Day dreaming isn't good enough.
    Aim it right and squeeze don't pull.
    BAM.....have a good night.
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    Sorry if your getting tired of hearing from me. I guess I have a lot to say today.

    You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!

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    Re: Method of suicide

    I don't know what to say...

    I know that you're having a hard time and all, but I know that contemplating suicide is something that you shouldn't be doing. Well written, but you're worrying me.


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    Trust and believe I know it's not something I should be doing kay? I keep myself from thinking like that ALL the time. In fact for years, during my teenage-depression I MADE myself NOT think about it, or dying, just so I wouldn't get the notion to want to do it.

    You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!

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    Re: Method of suicide

    Quote Originally Posted by bratling View Post
    Trust and believe I know it's not something I should be doing kay? I keep myself from thinking like that ALL the time. In fact for years, during my teenage-depression I MADE myself NOT think about it, or dying, just so I wouldn't get the notion to want to do it.
    So then why now? I know that life is hard, but I would hate to see you in a coffin. That's the last thing I need is another dead loved one.


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    Re: Method of suicide

    Because.... I can't stop it anymore. I don't know how to make the thoughts stop creaping in on my mind lately. I'm so tired. I'm so beaten. I'm so worn down. I can't fight anymore. I can't fight you , I can't fight them. I can't fight myself anymore. I know I shouldn't be thinking about it but it sounds like such....a.... such a peaceful answer at the moment. And realistically I know it's anything but, but really that's only because of the things it would do to other people. And aren't I supposed to not care about that anymore?

    You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!

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    Re: Method of suicide

    so im picking up the vibe form you that is suicidal no doubt. but im not the one to get into peoples business unless asked to. so i wont ask questions. i just hope you get through whatever your going through.
    I'm the best you'll ever have because i am that f*ing AMA-zing chic who can stand on her own d*n feet and becasue of you I am the Greatest Thank you so much SasuraiHell and Gwen

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    Re: Method of suicide

    WoW!!! i just love this!!!! It's.... fun as well as creepy and a bit sad... I just enjoyed reading it soooo much!!!

    I really, really love this one! Nice work bratling! 5 stars from me!

    It's very special- a nice idea too... I don't think I've seen one like this, at least not one that buggs me to death... ^^

    I hope to see more!

    My recommended fanfic: "Dreamer" by Scourge

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    Re: Method of suicide

    Wow! Thank you. It started from a rant in an email. Lol. STrangely enough. But it gave me the idea. In fact I could do more, cus since I wrote it I had a number of more ideas. So there might be a part two. But maybe not, only if I can do this one justice. It's rare that I feel proud and secure with my work. But I am with this one. I am sooo tickled that you all enjoyed it so much! Thanks.

    You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!

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