moonlight_child

Let me scream atop my lungs…
I just wanted to feel the warmth of losing control.

Never did I think I would have ended up here…
alone and forgotten.

Here we are… using me, abusing me, and destroying me…
whatever seems to make you feel whole.

Let me hit the walls with my bloodied fist…
I only wanted to feel the sting of rage I have hidden.

Let me drown in all of the misery you have pushed upon me with your taste of childish distain.

Give me what I long for throw it in my face every chance you get…
in the end…
I will pity you.
For you are not who I thought you were.
You are as empty as I am. You are as cold as I am.

You are threatened by the lies you spoke which you will never remember.

Now here we are… using me, abusing me, and destroying me…
whatever seems to make you feel whole.
But in reality…
you are the one I truly, truly pity.

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Love is like a gust of wind; it blows and then goes away...
Without you, my soul goes out of control on the brink of danger...
My world is already in a violent storm