My Deepest Thoughts

I feel so alone
No where to go
Why do I have to feel this way
No matter what I do, there is no stopping this feeling

I’ve been to many places for help
Why can’t I find any?
Am I that incapable of feeling sane?
How do I manage to drive myself through this?

Again, I’m feeling sorrow
That emotion is constantly dragging me down
It’s too hard to find something good to say
Am I that hurtful towards myself?

I never realized that my sadness affected others around me
Again, it makes me feel that I some how screwed up
I don’t mean for this to happen
It only brings me lower than I feel

No one can stand to be around me any longer
It should bother me
I’m tired of being alone
But I can’t help but to feel better when no one’s around

What will it take to make me happy?
Am I destined to make myself miserable?
These questions I ask myself constantly
I can’t seem to find the answers

I’m still confused by the way I feel
When will this stop?
Countless times I’ve said I want to start over
Maybe this time I’ll mean it

A poem mostly out of questions? Bad move. It seems repetitive and gets very annoying to some people. I'd suggest trying to write the same poem from a different perspective.

I like this poem. It's speaking about a conflict going on in your head. Keep up the good work and I like the name of your poem. Good choice why did you chose it?

honestly, my friend helped me title it and im glad you liked it

wow girl you went good on this, i give a 20, i thought you only make love poems once?