Thread: My Deepest Thoughts

I feel so alone
No where to go
Why do I have to feel this way
No matter what I do, there is no stopping this feeling

I’ve been to many places for help
Why can’t I find any?
Am I that incapable of feeling sane?
How do I manage to drive myself through this?

Again, I’m feeling sorrow
That emotion is constantly dragging me down
It’s too hard to find something good to say
Am I that hurtful towards myself?

I never realized that my sadness affected others around me
Again, it makes me feel that I some how screwed up
I don’t mean for this to happen
It only brings me lower than I feel

No one can stand to be around me any longer
It should bother me
I’m tired of being alone
But I can’t help but to feel better when no one’s around

What will it take to make me happy?
Am I destined to make myself miserable?
These questions I ask myself constantly
I can’t seem to find the answers

I’m still confused by the way I feel
When will this stop?
Countless times I’ve said I want to start over
Maybe this time I’ll mean it