I dunno... this is one sad poem too many for me to not take it seriously. If I'm right in saying that these tragic poems are a bit more than just self expression.. then you NEED to hit me up on a PM.
I know that if you are really feeling as low as your poetry indicates, that TRUST may hold little meaning to you. But trust me... It could be worse, and you're not alone. Like I said.. If you need someone to listen..PM me.