Rave_Grip

This is from her, to me. I will not take her name. Her presence is warm, her smile is exultant, her words are precious, her eyes are like diamonds, and she is unique to me.

From my special someone, to me.

Closing my eyes to the real deal
the true of the matter
I won't be in his heart like the other
I won't be with him wihout him thinking about her
I will never have his heart to myself
I will never be there to touch him
Like you did to him
You will always be one step ahead,
and you know how to say your words.
Leaving me all touge twisted. Not able to tell
Him how much I want him

Because I will always be second best.
Yes I know what I am and I closed my eyes to it
I made myself believe that she didn't matter
Even when you cried over her, and I was there to hold you
When you loved another than myself, and I was there to help,
and helped you when You mourned, but I could never have you.

I can't have you now can I?
even thou I have your hand, but I don't have your heart.
I hate being second best.
So I will leave, and I won't think twice
It is best this way. For you and for me
You won't have to lie to your heart, and I won't to mine
YOu won't have to say words you don't mean.
Just because I love you. I don't want to make you love me.

I want none of you pitty, or your mercey.
Right know. I just want you to be happy, but I know I can't

I wasn't lying when I said I love you.
I was always there loving you, but I could never get close
I know now. I do. That your heart does not belong to me, but another.
I wish I do. That I can have you, but I must let you go.

I love you, and goodbye.
No looking back. Now.

Thank her for the poem ...

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Alucard_Spriggan

Rave.....friend....dont give up keep on moving forward and dont let this bring u down but rather let it teach u a lesson and strengthen u.

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SousukeSagara

Its better to set her free to be happy if you love her Rave.....
But..... Don't leave us here waiting for you to come back..... You will make us all crazy if you don't come back..... You don't have to look back just to see us..... You can see us through your heart my friend.....

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Rave_Grip

I know ... I know that she is with me ... anyways back to the topic.

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sachiko ueto

i hate seeing you rave like this... you're not yourself, i guess....

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Rave_Grip

Well, no ... but I don't want this thread to be closed ...

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SousukeSagara

Yeah, its good you have a thing that you will always remember here at AO.....

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sachiko ueto

what's happening.... i don't understand anything anymore... but rave, get a grip on yourself...

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Alucard_Spriggan

Yes plz get a hold of ur self and grab life by the horns friend....We all on AO are here for u.

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SousukeSagara

Just hold to my hand and never let go if I said so.....

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XxStormySkyexX

that is a very moving poem. That is very simalar to the situation i am in, i would be that girl who wrote that poem.

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