+ Reply to Thread
Results 1 to 3 of 3

Thread: My Story Raw (I wrote this while I was pregnant after a bad break-up)

  1. #1
    Femmebot Rehab Colt Crouse Champion, Bookworm Champion, Hangman Champion, Connect 2 Champion Peach_follows has become well known Peach_follows has become well known Peach_follows has become well known Peach_follows's Avatar
    Join Date
    Apr 2005
    Location
    Friendly Fridley
    Posts
    1,477
    Thanks
    124
    Thanked 140 Times in 121 Posts

    My Story Raw (I wrote this while I was pregnant after a bad break-up)

    I have really got to get this off my chest.
    A bunch of hateful, sinful feelings that I must confess.
    The anger toward two people who have caused me so much stress.
    And seem to live in bliss while they make my life a mess.

    The first, a girl, who was my friend. How could she devastate me?
    Well now I know, She’s not my friend... This b*tch must f*cking hate me!

    It hurts because I loved her so..... her back I would defend.
    But I would not have been such a fool if I knew that she'd pretend.
    She's lucky she was not around to see me off into the deep end.
    When I read her LJ "Tee hee, I'm doing ex with HIM this weekend"

    Now, HE was my boyfriend. The reason why I rise.
    None of you could imagine how this caught me by surprise.
    I never knew that what we shared would come to this demise.
    I listened to all his I love yous... not knowing they were lies.

    At the time, he and my son, were really all I had.
    Not to mention we had just found out I'd soon make him a dad.
    I was supposed to be his woman. He was supposed to be my man.
    Yet he was acting shady, and wouldn't help me with a plan.

    I shared a home with him and her, we all had made a deal.
    But, in time I was homeless, for they had left me with the bill.
    I was left to pay the debt, these shoes I could not fill.
    This man I loved, and friend I had. To me its so unreal

    The fact that he neglected me, left me so unsure.
    Of course, I had no idea of things yet to occur.
    The times I had spent loving him, he had his eye on her.
    I cried for days; and for those days my vision was a blur.

    To think, I thought that at one point these two people loved me.
    The first one pulled me to the ground, the other f*cking shoved me.
    How could she stab me in the back? How’d he put her above me?
    While I’m the one who’s losing sleep, their lives are f*cking lovely.

    Neither of them knows what it means to sacrifice.
    And, every day they never learn, is a f*cked up day in life.
    The many days I’ve plotted how I’d hope they pay their price
    Then, I shove it all inside, deciding to play nice.

    After all why should I let this get me so upset?
    There’s no point in wishing for things I may never get
    At least I‘ve learned the unsuspected still can be a threat.
    All that’s left to do is pray to God that I‘ll forget.

    Still, I know the day will come when his baby will arrive.
    Despite the days I’ve spent in fear that it may not survive.
    A big f*ck you, to both of you who made it hard to thrive.
    How does a baby grow inside a mom who’s not alive???
    .
    ... Not Ever Again...

  2. #2
    Heavy Metal Goddess CherryBlossom18 may be famous one day CherryBlossom18 may be famous one day CherryBlossom18's Avatar
    Join Date
    Jun 2006
    Location
    a place where the stars shine as bright as the sun
    Posts
    578
    Thanks
    1
    Thanked 16 Times in 16 Posts

    Re: My Story Raw (I wrote this while I was pregnant after a bad break-up)

    That sounds like a common thing that most guys do to the women they claim to love only to leave them for someone else, but what really sucks is that they sometimes leave them for someone who was supposed to be their girlfriend's friend. I don't think he should get to see his baby after what he done to you. I applaud you for keeping such a level head and I'm sure you're raising your baby just fine without him. Good job on the poem and I can't wait to read your next one.
    "Sunset Kisses Along The Beach"
    Made for me by HolderofTheDarkChalice
    Thanks so much I love it!

  3. #3
    Femmebot Rehab Colt Crouse Champion, Bookworm Champion, Hangman Champion, Connect 2 Champion Peach_follows has become well known Peach_follows has become well known Peach_follows has become well known Peach_follows's Avatar
    Join Date
    Apr 2005
    Location
    Friendly Fridley
    Posts
    1,477
    Thanks
    124
    Thanked 140 Times in 121 Posts

    Re: My Story Raw (I wrote this while I was pregnant after a bad break-up)

    Quote Originally Posted by CherryBlossom18 View Post
    That sounds like a common thing that most guys do to the women they claim to love only to leave them for someone else, but what really sucks is that they sometimes leave them for someone who was supposed to be their girlfriend's friend. I don't think he should get to see his baby after what he done to you. I applaud you for keeping such a level head and I'm sure you're raising your baby just fine without him. Good job on the poem and I can't wait to read your next one.
    Well once you have a child you learn quickly that what happens between you and the other parent has little to do with innocent children stuck in the middle. As for my baby, I wish more than anything that his father would make MORE of an effort to be a part of his life actually.
    Alot has happened since I wrote that. Im no where near as angry. Hurt, but not angry.
    ... Not Ever Again...

+ Reply to Thread

Similar Threads

  1. She wrote this to him and he gave it to me
    By Shippo101 in forum Poems
    Replies: 2
    Last Post: Sep 27, 2006, 10:16 AM
  2. She wrote this for me~
    By Rave_Grip in forum Poems
    Replies: 8
    Last Post: Sep 14, 2006, 10:42 AM
  3. i was bore so i wrote this
    By princesslady in forum Poems
    Replies: 22
    Last Post: Aug 12, 2006, 02:03 AM
  4. one of the best love poems i ever wrote
    By powerxxx in forum Poems
    Replies: 2
    Last Post: Jun 27, 2006, 12:13 PM
  5. i wrote this :)
    By rokku hina in forum The Thread Vault
    Replies: 5
    Last Post: Feb 20, 2005, 09:24 AM

Bookmarks

Posting Permissions

  • You may not post new threads
  • You may not post replies
  • You may not post attachments
  • You may not edit your posts