my wall

just_an_awful_dream · May 18, 2006, 08:56 AM

sit here in solitude, surrounded by my wals. Although I built them, theh give me no comfort at all. I have sat here saying nothing for what seems like a thousand years, and in that time I have filled these walls with a lifetime of my tears.
There are people who care about me and want to know of my sffering.
Maybe someday I can tell then of the anquish i am hidding
It is hard to say how i feel, or aything at all. It is so hard being the perso trapped behind a wall. Outside I have painted a pretty picture for everone to see and hope that it will cover up th pain inside of me. Do you know what it is to want so bad to scream? But not know how or why? Do you know what it is like to wait untill you are completely alone to break down and cry? I do, I know all too well. For 15 years I have lived this way, trapped inside my self constructed cell. I am afaid someday I will no londer be able to contain it all.
I am afraid someday the pressure ill be too great,

and I will fall

sachiko ueto · May 18, 2006, 09:05 AM

is this an essay or something? lol... nice drabble, anyway... I know how that feels... maybe you should've written this in the journals section... ^^;

Shu · May 18, 2006, 09:23 AM

Its beautiful..........and if thats how you feel, never hesitate to pm me

Vontech · May 19, 2006, 10:53 PM

What you wrote has some heavy emotions.
I also have walls so I will never be hurt by people. But when I do let someone.
Become close to me. It's hard to let them go. But I end up doing it anyway.
So if you ever need someone to talk to I will be there for you. So Pm me if you ever have the need.

just_an_awful_dream · May 20, 2006, 04:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Vontech

What you wrote has some heavy emotions.
I also have walls so I will never be hurt by people. But when I do let someone.
Become close to me. It's hard to let them go. But I end up doing it anyway.
So if you ever need someone to talk to I will be there for you. So Pm me if you ever have the need.

at least some one else feels the same way i do. Thanks.

Dasike · May 20, 2006, 05:03 PM

wow if you ever want to talk bout anything pm me. I'll try my best if you want my help

daltwilliams · May 20, 2006, 10:51 PM

i really liked it it was a depressing poem but that the only good kind right

May 18, 2006, 08:56 AM	#1 (permalink)
just_an_awful_dream Newbie Join Date: May 2006 Posts: 27 Thanks: 0 Thanked 0 Times in 0 Posts Credits: 310	my wall sit here in solitude, surrounded by my wals. Although I built them, theh give me no comfort at all. I have sat here saying nothing for what seems like a thousand years, and in that time I have filled these walls with a lifetime of my tears. There are people who care about me and want to know of my sffering. Maybe someday I can tell then of the anquish i am hidding It is hard to say how i feel, or aything at all. It is so hard being the perso trapped behind a wall. Outside I have painted a pretty picture for everone to see and hope that it will cover up th pain inside of me. Do you know what it is to want so bad to scream? But not know how or why? Do you know what it is like to wait untill you are completely alone to break down and cry? I do, I know all too well. For 15 years I have lived this way, trapped inside my self constructed cell. I am afaid someday I will no londer be able to contain it all. I am afraid someday the pressure ill be too great, and I will fall
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sachiko ueto Diamond in the Rough Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: himitsu..... Posts: 168 Thanks: 0 Thanked 0 Times in 0 Posts Credits: 258	Re: my wall is this an essay or something? lol... nice drabble, anyway... I know how that feels... maybe you should've written this in the journals section... ^^; __________________ They say you can't use oversized signatures here on AO.
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Shu Upcoming Legend Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 563 Thanks: 0 Thanked 1 Time in 1 Post Credits: 749	Re: my wall Its beautiful..........and if thats how you feel, never hesitate to pm me
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Vontech Angel Of Darkness Join Date: May 2006 Location: Salt Lake City, Utah Posts: 20 Thanks: 0 Thanked 0 Times in 0 Posts Credits: 304	Re: my wall What you wrote has some heavy emotions. I also have walls so I will never be hurt by people. But when I do let someone. Become close to me. It's hard to let them go. But I end up doing it anyway. So if you ever need someone to talk to I will be there for you. So Pm me if you ever have the need. __________________
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Dasike Newbie Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: Ireland Posts: 88 Thanks: 0 Thanked 0 Times in 0 Posts Credits: 810	Re: my wall wow if you ever want to talk bout anything pm me. I'll try my best if you want my help __________________ Thanks to Aiora for my great siggy ^.^ Back from hell with the Ghosts
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daltwilliams Newbie Join Date: May 2006 Location: jasper Posts: 39 Thanks: 0 Thanked 0 Times in 0 Posts Credits: 240	Re: my wall i really liked it it was a depressing poem but that the only good kind right __________________ http://www.animeonline.net/showthread.php?t=16947 -- Hassun
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