Hell it has been for me, so much pain
Enduring pain and agony
As I lived on people gave me grief even the ones I loved
Rowing down the stream of tears
Tormented, hurt, stabbed in the heart… words can’t describe it.
Been always this way for me, one way or another
Risking my happiness for people I cared about
Oh God why must I suffer, why this kind of torture?
Keeping my anguish inside unnoticed by the world
Everything I once wished for, a simple wish, shattered into pieces
Never getting rid of this agony as more tears fill my life
Always been like this for me,
Giving happiness to them and all I got was pain
Only hoping to break free but the chain of misery kept me down
No more tears I made myself believe but I ended up miserable
Yes death was the only way to free but why me