Thread: ~pain~

im not sure if i put this one here but if i did then sorry, but if i didnt then enjoy, i share my work over a network of forums so all my fans get to see what im up to

~pain~

this pain i bear is mine alone
this pain i bear is my shame
i can not claim to be strong
i fall apart at this pain
it eats me alive and i dont understand why

i be nice and i be a gentlemen
yet this pain still rips me apart
i get left alone and left to rot
i guess this pain loves me not

im alone now again now, i feel the shame now
this pain is a constant reminder that im a loser that deserves noone
i cant not be loved for i lose all those that love me in one sense or another
this pain is my damnation, for trying to be mr right
this pain is my destruction for i will most likely never love....

this pain is my end, it will be my very death
yet i hold on to the dulling relief of you all that eases my pain.
i care for you all, and yet i dont dare anymore to try to love, for i know if i do this pain might consume me
this pain is my coffin...