How sad, Lasura-chama!
I feel that something bad recently happened to someone you care about!!!
I think that this poem says alot about how reliable people are towards things that relieve their pain!
(I don't mean drug addiction, I'm more meaning it figuratively)
Like how reliant I am on manga books to ease the pains in my heart!
(I don't mean that books stop any heart pains that I have, I mean my emotional pains)
I hope that whatever is ailing you will be eased soon!!!