Thread: Pain-Sinful Pleasure...

Pain-My Sinful Pleasure...

I hurt so bad, My insides ache
My head is throbing, Heart is pounding
Blood is burning, Pulse is raceing
Something is very wrong with me, Why do I feel this way...

"Why am I burning on the inside"

I can't hear, All I hear are mumbles
I can't see, It's all blurry
I can't speak, No sound will come
I can't feel, My fingers are numb...

"I want to tear off my skin"

Surround by darkness, I see no light
I just want to end it all, But is there some hope
Left alone, No one to hold
Falling to pieces, Breaking apart...

"I don't want to break"

I hold a heart, Full of cracks
Taped together, Trying to hold it's self in place
Wire wraped tightly around my wrists, Blood leaking out slowly
Bandages around my neck, Underneath you will find fingerprints...

"Trying to hold on a little longer"

Chained to the floor, Looking into cold and unforgiving eyes
I scream when you slap me across the face, I can finally feel something
The sting of the pain and the blood within my mouth, I can feel these
I cry silently as you wrap your hands around my neck again, As you bruise me and kiss it all away...

"Pain is all I can feel"

I know I can never be forgivin, For this is a sin
I've commeted so many, Never will I be allowed through heaven's doors
As you tear at my cloths, I just lay and let you have your way
I cry out when you bite down on my neck, I can't help but to moan...

"This pleasure is my sin"

I hurt so bad, My insides ache...i'm in pain
My head is throbing, Heart is pounding...can't stop them
Blood is burning, Pulse is raceing...why won't this stop
Something is very wrong with me, Why do I feel this way...why do I feel so hollow...

"Why am I burning on the inside, Why can't I cool down"

I can't hear, All I hear are mumbles...what are you saying
I can't see, It's all blurry...what are you doing
I can't speak, No sound will come...won't you let me call out your name
I can't feel, My fingers are numb...my whole body has gone cold...

"I want to tear off my skin, I hate not being able to feel you"

Break me, Taint me
Paint me with my own blood, Make me your masterpiece
Chain me to your bed, So I can never escape
Make me beg for mercy, Force me into submission...

"Mold me into what you want...
Make me scream your name to the heavens...
Force me to never say no to you...
Show me that I only belong to you...
Leave your mark around my neck...
Let them all see....who I belong to...
You have given me my painful pleasure...
I am now your Sin....."



These are my newest lyrics that I wrote. Yes thery are very..."Dark". I was in the mood so I couldn't help myself. It's been a long time since I last wrote something like this, but i'm really glad with it's out come. There were 2 songs that inspired and helped me write this. The 1st was "Falling Inside The Black" by Skillet. And the 2nd was "Final Destination" by Within Temptation. These are 2 of my fav songs and bands. If you haven't heard of them then I recomand that you listen 2 them. Well enjoy and please comment, love 2 know what others think of this. lol ^__^