Thread: poems from the god of death

The blackness of evil
A candle that burns in eternal darkness, its flames are as black as black can be, yet i can still see because
of starlight that pierces the darkness through the crack in thy ceiling.
Black flames are what have created the demon that lurks inside me, it haunts me daily and nightly without ever
ceasing

what am i to do, the light is so weak in this darkness yet it shines like a beacon of goodness.
yet i am not purely evil, i long for the light for my heart can no longer survive this savage way.
when i get closer the darkness beckons and i return to the saftey of my home and realm.
there is no cause for who i am but there is a cause for what i am.
left in anguish, beaten down and left unloved.
it has caused the flames to roar, and the light is consumed by the dark fires in my heart.
the blackness of evil is consumeing me, soul and all.

Midnight terror
I ponder upon the midnight hour as it draws ever so near.
i always fear this time for its when i last had a lime.
the lime was ever so tender and sour yet when i tried to swallow it, i almost died.
the minutes countdown as i sit in my chair near the fire.

how am i to endure this midnight tower i thought as i looked upon the old grandfather clock.
i must do something about that tower overthere for it seems to grow taller by the tick.
so with that said i made my way to my place of ponder, i wonder if i can find my weapon before the bell
tolls midnight.
as i searched in a hurry i heard the toll of the first bell of midnight, and i rushed with such a urgancy.
i flew like the night out of the room, the clock had struck its last tune for this time i knew i had to end this terror
and finsh off the midnight fear.

i swung my weapon hard and it smashed the tower down to pieces.
i laughed in madness and relief, but out of nowhere there was no peace
for the chruch bells rang the midnight hour.

A moments glance
at a moments glance i fell for you, my heart just beats so fast.
i never knew what these feelings where till i met you.
at a moments glance you caught my heart, at a moments glance two became one.
from that day on to death i shall remain yours.
ever since that moment we have never been apart, even when we are so distant.
i dont know how to live without you.
to tell the truth i dont ever want to find out.
life has become so much sweeter since i met you, life is no longer depressing to me becuase of you.
a moments glance was all that it took to tell me that you and me where ment for one another.
and at a moments glance one day i shall ask you to marry me.


lonely soldier
as i awake to the smell of sulfur and death, i find that im all alone.
before this time i was with freinds but now i push myself up from the ground.
i march on into the day finding my dead comrades all around.
none of them have survived the slaughter, none of them except me.
why do i live while my freinds are dead?
how am i supposed to go on?
i push on towards the sunset only to find more death, i breakdown and cry.
i can no longer do this, i put my gun to my head and pull the trigger only to find that its empty and broken.

silent spring day
(rembrance)
in the field i sit on a stump in the middle of a blooming field.
i have always loved this place because it reminds me of our love.
you maybe gone now but your memory shall always remain in my heart and this sacred place.
the wind gently blows over me just like our soft touch used to slide across mine.
the warm sun reminds me so much of your bright smile.
time seems to slow here in this field just like it did when i was with you.
i hope you still remember me down here on earth, please dont forget becuase one day i will see you soon.

~new poems~

time off
i need some time off, some time away from this hectic day.
all the time im pressed for time and money, all the time im stressed to the max.
i need sometime off and time to myself.
but i dont think i can afford to take the time to relax, i barely make much as it is.
my life is as put survival from paycheck to paycheck.

im running on empty, the roof is on fire and im just sitting back ready to give in.
im not able to get the same flow as i used to, im dieing but still surviving.
i need time off, to recover and relax, if not im doomed to perish.

the time is on stop the batteries are all dry.
i try to jump a little life back in me, but theres no batteries around for me to jump from.
but still that would only be a temporary fix, and it would just bring in more people in the mix.
i cant bring this down on anyone else, i cant ask someone to sacrfice along with me.
so i just need some time off, to try to rejuice.....or to find a place to perish.

standing on the sidelines

for the longest time ive felt out of the game.
alone in the human race, the pace has been to fast.
it feels just like a sucker punch to the face.
standing on the sidelines is all i do, alon is all i know

standing here and there, but never taking part.
i feel so far away from them all.
it might be my fault being so antisocial, but no one took the time to try.
ive fallen so far behind, just standing still now.
all alone in this new place of misery.

i really want to get in the game and play my part.
im sick of standing and waiting, i want to fight.
i dont want to stand on the sidelines anymore.
i wont stand here anymore.
im going to set my life straight and get off these sidelines.
im fighting now for a better day.

high strung

stress keeps building up making me fumble and look like a bumbling idiot.
im high stung, getting to the point of paranoia.
high strung its what ive become, to much has gotten in.
im high strung on many things in life, its such a plight.
i really wish i could take a flight to escape from this fight.

im too high strung, too stressed out, i really need to relax.
i need freedom from this stressed out life.
but the stress is like a cretin always around.
if i take action ill be over powered but if i dont ill be consumed.
im too high strung, jumping at everything and anything

too stressed out with the blues, im stuck in this situation like a fly in glue.
im about due for the flu, but i cant give in, too many people count on this stressed out guy.
but i dont think i can buy anymore time, im not lieing and soon im going to die.

consumed
the darkness and light try to consume me and im stuck in the grey zone.
neither light nor darkness, im consumed by the middle area, the grey.
both hate and love exist in me and yet it looks as if i am uncapable of being that.

consumed by despair, i live my days unloved and depressed.
consumed by grey is how i am, never being avle to break fee on my own.
its possible i know to escape, to either one.
but without a guiding hand im not going anywhere on my own.

consume i am in the ways of despair, i just wish i wasnt alone in this way.
i wish i could extend my hands out to be touched, but i no longer have the strength.
consumed by lonelyness i fear its going to be awhile before i can endure anyform of love.

crying for help

for so long all of you thought i was strong.
some thought i was invinciable, but the truth is it was all a lie, im falling apart.
for the longest time ive been breaking down, i try to call for help but its silenced by my pride.
im scared now for the first time in my life, im afraid of being alone.

im crying my self to sleep, im crying when noones around.
i know it seems like its not all that bad, but there are layers and levels of my life that all deal with this fear.
the fear of being alone, i can not endure.
im trying to call for help.

i know you all care but the thing is i need a freind, someone who i can hold close, whos here with me , not halfway across the world.
but still you all help me keep it together for now.
but im crying for true help, for someone to be close, i dont want to be scared, i dont want to be left all alone.


THIS IS MY YARD
as you can see you stepped into the wrong yard today.
im a mean mean man, i aint here to play, im on guard duty, and im here to stay.
this is my yard and youve invaided it.
im ready to fight and your victim number one.

the mistake was yours and i wont be denied.
this is my yard, you did the crime and now your going to do the time.
im a big man, with a big attuitude, youve ticked me off and now your going to pay.
youve bitten off more then you can chew, but i know the limit to what i can do.

this is my yard and i know what im going to do.
ill give you a chance to get out and after that your going to be blue.
this is my yard, and ill protect it at any cost ive never lost cause im the boss.
this is my yard, you shouldnt have entered, now your going to have to bare with the consquences.
you dared to enter the graveyard of death.
now youll be dealing with me, the residential gravekeeper
the god of death

swing
i swing left, i swing right, but i never seem to get a hit.
i want to blast it into the masses, but im left alone with out a fight.
i want to swing and hit a homerun.
im eight people short of a team, im on my own.

ive been doing my best on my own, but im only one against nine.
but still i swing away at life, i might miss, i might hit, but at least im still in the game.
i need to recruit, to find some help, but im so tied down and rundown.
my sources are tapped, and i cant seem to find any talent on the rosters.

so i search for those that will step up to the plate with me, to go on the field to try.
i swing now but im not alont, i know my fans are watching this high strung hero.
im not alone cause i know my fans will take the mound with me and swing with me.
thanks for joining the team, and being there for me.