For months you thought it was gone,
For weeks you were happy without a doubt,
For days on end you smiled and laughed with friends,
Now at the dawn of a new year, it returns.
The one who caused it has ventured back,
The memories of their betrayal to their word strong.
However, you cant wait to talk with that person,
The cause of this grief, you wait for them to get on,
But once they do, the pain is back.
All your attempts to hide it, all the barriers you constructed,
They all have failed and now you lash at your friends.
Friends who have been there, helped you, and cared,
You push them away knowing your going to hate it later.
No matter how many times they come back to you,
You still push them away, Why is there a reason?
A reason for pushing them back,
A reason for them returning,
Why? you ask yourself as you drown in darkness.
Hey all sorry about the sudden return of poems but I have had this one in construction in my mind for a while. Please tell me what you think of it.