Sad because the darkness closes in every day.
Sad because I’m so expendible.
Expendible to my family.
Expendible especially to my friends.
Waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Waiting for the pain to win.
Losing more and more of me.
Losing all of what I give.
So tired I could scream and cry.
So lost that I can’t see.
Don’t know which way to go.
Don’t know who to trust.
Insted I float aimlessly.
Insted, I’m expendible to me too.
You never really loved me/You never really cared/It was all just a game to boost your ego/Those feelings never really there/ I'm filing emotional bankruptcy/My heart can take no more debt/Theres no more "money" there to spend. === Besides tee hee SHE loves me!