Sad because the darkness closes in every day.
Sad because I’m so expendible.
Expendible to my family.
Expendible especially to my friends.
Waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Waiting for the pain to win.
Losing more and more of me.
Losing all of what I give.
So tired I could scream and cry.
So lost that I can’t see.
Don’t know which way to go.
Don’t know who to trust.
Insted I float aimlessly.
Insted, I’m expendible to me too.