Rave_Grip

Me, here is me
A loner, looser, a worthless person
No, not even a person … I am nothing
Say whatever you want, tell me whatever you wish to
Inside, I know I am nothing

They say I am one of a kind
Am I really? Hell no!
I don’t even have a purpose …
They say I look good, but looks can be deceiving
I’m meant to be this way …

I would punch myself,
Punish myself for my sins,
Starve myself with intent to torture myself,
Slap myself till my body went numb
Cry till my eyes went sore and red
Darn this world,
Darn this body,
Darn this soul
Darn this incompetent life!

I grieve just by looking at the people,
Who have their perfect significant other,
In the streets, in their homes, in their private rooms … everywhere
Caressing each other with love in their eyes

Maybe I wasn’t meant to love, maybe I’m just meant to be lonely
Lonely with only fake smiles and false joy that are left with me
What am I? Why can’t I get what I wanted?
But who would love someone like me,
Someone who rejects every feeling for love he gets,
Someone who’s alone, cold and miserable

I stand there in the street, every time I see someone; they have their one mate
One mate for life who will always stay beside their beloved one
The wind stops, like it’s given up trying on me
I don’t blame it; I’m better alone anyway

I won't be in her heart like the other
I won't be with her without him thinking about her
I will never have her heart to myself
I will never be there to touch her
Like you did to him
You will always be one step ahead,
and you know how to say your words.
Leaving me all tongue twisted. Not able to tell
Her. How much I want her

because I will always be second best.
Yes I know what I am and I closed my eyes to it
I made myself believe that those guys didn't matter
Even when you cried over them, and I was there to hold you
When you loved another than myself, and I was there to help,
and helped you when You mourned, but I could never have you.

I can't have you now can I?
Even thou I have your hand, but I don't have your heart.
I hate being second best.
So I will leave, and I won't think twice
it is best this way. For you and for me
you won't have to lie to your heart, and I won't to mine
you won't have to say words you don't mean.
Just because I love you. I don't want to make you love me.

I want none of you pity, or your mercy.
Right know. I just want you to be happy, but I know I can't

I wasn't lying when I said I love you.


I hate the loving lies we told.
I hate the ending that we have.
I hate the way you just left (and again)
I hate the endless emails that made us up.
I hate everything.

Sure I might not have the looks.
Sure I might not have been posting flirty comments.
Sure I might not have what it takes to be like them
Sure I might not have been keeping up.

Sure I might not be "cool", "smart", "dominative" and all the shits.

But it doesn't give you the ****ing right to go,
And ask those rascals out while you're with me.

You break my ****ing heart.
You REALLY ****ING DO.

You have only one chance to gain my trust back.
Only one chance to make me love you again.

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aww that hurting really and very touching ...some sentences very hurting for example this one..

I grieve just by looking at the people,
Who have their perfect significant other,
In the streets, in their homes, in their private rooms … everywhere
Caressing each other with love in their eyes

....but this poem really good work and true feeling..well done..

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aeonking

Such a great poem Rayme. Very touching and moving.

I love the way you express emotion in the poem, such a great and powerful poem.

I'd say this is one of the best, keep up the superb work.

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Rave_Grip

Gahh, wrong poem you've got there buddy, I'm actually Rave_Grip. ^_^
And, thanks.

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Rave_Grip

Haha, it's actually a mixture of my previous poems, except for the last 2-3 paragraphs, which I wrote

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Shippo101

awesome poem lots of emotion and its really long, i like it
lovein this line more tho
lol

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