Why does it hurt the way I feel for you
To know that you'll never be mine
To have or hold during lonely nights
I watch as you walk away to another
How I wish it was me
But never that.....
You could never like or love one as me
I sit and cry these tears of sorrow
Why can't I find another?
When will the pain end?
Why does it hurt so bad?
I look to escape the pain of heartache
The only way I know how
By using the pain of a blade
Look at what I do for you
I save you from knowing my existance
My love should always be kept a secret
Never should I waste your time
I am a burden to all
Don't think of me
I am not of your worth
"You dont need me"
"You deserve better"
The words my mind scream
I want to be happy
But I need you with me
The pain needs to stop
Please make the pain go away
As long as your around the pain subsides
But I will never be known
To have the love of a lifetime is a feeling I will never know