Thread: a story more than a poem about me { dedicated to everybody and to site}

sitting on this bench
under the moon light
watching the sky
a word amerged
and turned into a scentence

with the fact all over my mind
i still wished it was a lie

i came to realize
that i am left here
sitting alone just to be hurt


many poeple came
with feelings i can't describe in any name
but i know they aren't tame

in time they got closer and closer
without me noticing
they only did that to hurt me

never had those who came by
just to sit and be there for me

and once i had them
i'm always losing them in a second with out even realizing it
i hate seeing my own best friends turn against me
as if the only person whose wrong is me
i don't care anymore just let it be
without me

i know that this is falling apart with me in it
i close my eyes as everything ends with it

because each time i open my eyes
i only see my life being destroyed by those who i loved
i thought they were my friends
i lost my closest friends

right now i'm struggling to be freed
from my own prison
and the prison of others

to set free
and spread my wings
and fly again
i wait for that day

that i can be accepted by everyone
and to be near those who care for
i can't wait to meet them

for that i continue to fight
without a second thought of stopping

i am going to change my life to the better
with the help of those who help along the way

those who i am proud to call my friends
i met so much of them

even though their no here with me
they still help me around

i like it when i hear their words reaching to me just to help me around

now i set off
on a journey
that will be remembered in our memories
because we are friends
in fact we are best friends

now i leave them with these words
i promise
to be your friend always and forever
and i will never forget those who helped me

i will say this now without cutting our frieandship
i will be there for you as you were there for me

thank you all
thank you so much
for everything you've given me

a message from your loyal friend
powerxxx